2005-10-06 - 3:02 p.m.
I cannot explain it. It's another one of those Chinese curses. How can so many things not go my way at the same time? I suppose that, perhaps, a lot can be attributed to my own goings and doings. I seem to be making many mistakes that I cannot easily rectify, and the problems seem to be multiplying by the tenfold. Is it too late for me? I'm 30 now, I hope it isn't too late for a second chance at life. Instead of being depressed, however, I seem to be more afraid than anything. Help me... |