2005-04-30 - 1:14 a.m.
It's never perfect. It never was. It's hard to deal with, work on one hand, family on the other, girlfriend in between. It won't be so bad, if my father wasn't sick. Not sure what to do now, my work is slumping, my girlfriend keeps waiting, and I'm trying to spend as much time as possible with dad before the inevitable. It's so depressing. Can never have it go all your own way... |